Back To Basics

It's been really a long time I haven't returned to blogging.
I think it's time to return here for awhile more.
Holidays were fun at home... Stuck up with my laptop and my noisy brother >_<
Bummer... But I managed to enjoy Facebook and other stuff to brighten my day!
Topsy turfy holidays for me. Nagging brother with a sense of madness.
Made me remembered about my friends in school.
They should me my brother, really should.
My brother is like a blend of them.
Naughty, cheerful, has his own secrets, funny, teaser, hyperactive,
knows when to act like an angel, sneaky, arrogant (but my parents think he's not).
Oh well, living in my house with him equals War of the Socials!
He keeps getting the credits while I get the chores.
Oh well.. School's here. My brother's gonna be here for 2 weeks more.
BUSTING OUT!! Anyway. Sharing 1 Photobucket wallpaper. My creation last year.
Hope everyone here likes it! =)

Finding Myself

Hey guys. Back in blogging for a while.
Just giving a little update on my life before I stop for another while.
School is smoother this year. I enjoyed it very much.
Even though there is a lot of silence and seriousness in me.
Last year's little nonsense is now fading.
Kinda enjoyed what I do in school and at home.
My family is fitting together again. Friends starting to mix.
I just can't believe how all that happened.
Recently there is a classroom competition and everyone had to paint the class.
THE BOYS OBVIOUSLY!
Really honored to help because all I did in my past were quarrels. XD
Felt joyful when I realize that I managed to stay till the end of the job.
It's just not nice running away from responsibilities =)
I hope I can prove myself useful in my class.
Because that is how I am finding myself.
Even though things are spreading, the world is changing.
I think teen years are the best years after all. =D

Damaged

Few days after coming back from Johore and sadness starts to fill my Chinese New Year.
My brother was sick with cough and flu for the past few days...
Worse still, he now has sore throat...
My mother left me with my dad and went to see him for a few days...
She would only be back on Monday... Final holiday for Chinese New Year..
My damaged heart grew tears upon finding out about his situation...
Everything went worse when everything went wrong since then.....
Even though I received greetings this year but it doesn't feel the same...
Someone is making fun of me and framing me for something I'm not...
I know I need to put a stop to this because it is hurting me and my friends...
Some of them accepted this fate I had but most of them can't accept this...
My friendship is falling apart. Everything is misplaced.
My Chinese New Year is a emotional breakdown.....
I don't know if I should continue living my life....
Or slit myself with a sharp knife......
I always wondered if I had live my life properly...
Or was I just making my life much harder and stupider....
I don't know my right or wrongs now... All I know now....
It's the end... Totally the end....
I can't spare myself getting more damaged by the people in the school..
I have to take action somehow, someday, sometime....
Before it becomes the end of me...........................................

The Brand "NIU" Year

Leaving for Muar, Johore soon.... I can't celebrate in the net again...
Here's a greeting to everyone in Facebook!
Hope you all like it =S

"To all the boys in 5A12,
May all of you are blessed with courage and tolerance,
Protect each other as friends and don't make enemies.

To all the girls in 5A12,
May all of you are blessed with inner beauty and kindness,
Keep the class together as one united nation.

To all of you who share the greeting,

May the Year of Ox rain clouds of gold,
Strike lots of lottery and win many bets on cards.

May the skies stay peaceful,
With everyone's family is in harmony.

May the beat of the Chinese New Year songs keep going,
Bringing the spring joy to the hearts of the nation.

May the God of Wealth shine his golden ray,
Sharing his holy wealth with the rich and poor.

May the flare of the Chinese New Year keep burning strong,
Keeping the fire of our friendship together as one."

My name is Ken and I wish everyone in Blogger!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
GONG XI FA CAI! (Congratulate your wealth!)
XIN XIANG SHI CHENG! (May your hopes become true!)
NIAN NIAN YOU YU! (Hope every year you have extra savings!)
CAI YUAN GUANG JIN! (May the money continue flowing!)

Stranger Than Life

Back to blogging for a while! XD
Just completed my Moral Project and now just keeping myself updated here!
For the past 4 days I was listening to HITZ FM and working...
Hardcore days >_<
Looking back at the old pictures of the project..
I felt really strange...
Most of the time when I talk to people I don't feel scared..
However it seems like talking to the class is the scariest thing...
Even looking at the photo makes me scared..
Maybe is because I'm not close enough to everyone...
Or maybe I don't have the guts to talk to people....
This feeling.. It's like fear but still dying to find a way to talk...
I wonder how I can pull through this feeling..
Few days ago I just set myself in rage accidentally..
Because of one silly misunderstanding...
I feel terribly disappointed of myself....
I'm just so scared to talk to people...
I just worry too much...
I hope I can open my mouth and talk without stress to the class one day..
I wish that could happen... I wish it really would...

Needles Of Poison

Finally the 2nd week of the school journey!
How everyone today? Hope you all are enjoying the school days...
As how you all enjoyed my blog >_<
Lately the class had been talking bout online games...
One of them was my favorite Chinese game...
Of course... Because I didn't really know the game well...
I thought the game was boring at first...
Until I knew the facilities that rocked the house out!
My rival sent some poisonous words at me...
Saying I'm nothing of the pack...
They even tried to say rumors about things in the game..
To stop me from progressing...
Oh well... Good chiongsters scares all...
It's time to do things my way..
And put an end to this mess! XD